I'm a mess. What else can I say? My new norm is, well new and unknown. I have no real idea how or what I am capable of so we enter each day pensively. This state has me doubting my previous perceptions of independence. A few weeks back I was wrestling with needing help from Jacki, Miriam, or anyone nearby, and wishing I could do more things myself. I would ask for help, immediately regret it and feel a sense of shame. How can I be an equal and giving partner in my marriage, as a brother, friend, father, etc. when physically I don't measure up? My moods would shift and Jacki, being closest, received the blunt end. I then participated in a virtual outdoor adventure through Adventure United and set the intention of exploring the idea of independence vs. dependence. I joined a group of online fellows who despite living in the restrictions of the COVID world were game to gather once a day to share their daily experiences having adventures within these limits. Un...
Sending love and more love...❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
ReplyDeleteIt's his schedule and his time! much love!
ReplyDeleteWe can't wait to see him but of course he needs to feel up to it first!! Lots and lots of love, and we'll come for hugs when the time is right.
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